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[26 Jul 2006|09:44pm] |
since its the summer i dont really update much.. i dont think anyone does anymore since no one really updates on my friends page ha.
lastnight hungout with marissa and shiz and i havent hungout with those two in a trio is so long. i fucking miss it. i wanna go back to it.
the house shit isnt going down, we're going to have to end up doing that later in life
its really fucking hot.
no onesh ome at her house so im going over now.
bye
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[04 Apr 2006|07:49pm] |
ouuta that gay town. NEVER AGAIN I SWEAR. im living with my lovely MAMAMAMAMAMMAMA n i met her boyfriend Ta' Ziyah. YES THATS HIS NAME. and it even has that apostrofreeeee in it, it means passionate and soul my mom says. HES SOOOO AFRICAN. PURE AMISTAD STYLE. Hes from ghana. I dont kno what to think of it... its pretty much differnet. I guess its a bit strange for me bc i grew up with females and males were only just my friends. plus hes black n ntohing wrong with that but it was furtherest race from my mind... even azn comes close hahahaha. i guess ill give him a chance?
grandma is taking me out to dinner n then me, dan, and jade are going to be with my granny dukes n chilllll MAD HOT. i love family n friends its fucking awesome.
kk im going to shit peace
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[23 Feb 2006|06:25pm] |
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i feel like a married couple. me n shiz decided to sell the house upstate n go back to the island and be here with friends. its like we are gay and tried to work things out hahahahah. it was fun while itlasted.. sorta.. eh no. i dont even kno why we even did it in the first plce. im gonna move back with my mom n idk what hes doing. then i might wanna get a place on my own here. mad more money thou. whatever ill live.
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[02 Feb 2006|07:49pm] |
upstate isnt working for us anymore. i think were gonna possibly moving back to the island. but im not sure if were still gonna get an aprtment togeter...
ITS A BOUT DAMN TIME!
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[26 Dec 2005|09:30pm] |
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Christmas has been good tome!! My mama got me a new sidekick bc i broke mine once i got home nmeaning im not upstate right now, me n shiz are home for the break! thankgod! it feels good to be home but it sucks that alliey went to ca with eddie and jade and danny. idk when theyre coming back but theyre coming back before new years i know that bc we gon get crunk! ahaha yesssss. im at alicias right niow. partying right now. peace out.
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[05 Dec 2005|07:51pm] |
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my mom loves me and supports me all the way but theres always this doubt somewhere in the back of her mind. heart that she worries too much bout me and thinks im finanicially unstable. i was on the fone with her lastnigh and she said that "perhaps i should come back home and stay with her and wait till i get a house by myself in a few years" i mean she loves shiz all the way but she thinks that if i wanna live on my two feet and without her she wants me to be on my own without any help from friends and get married and doesnt want a girl i bring home thinking im gay. i love her! but im not going to consider it, i should but i told her no. but me and shiz talked after i told him that at dinner and he was like yeah we should definitly move somewhere closer to home and by friends.. or atleast no where near where we are now! this town sucks. and we havent met any interesting ppl yet. a few but we found the messy parts of them. a few weeks we're going home nd for xmas and partying!!! cant wait to see eveyone. blahhh everyones goig to ca. they suck! they need to stay here :]
beat down
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[29 Nov 2005|09:05pm] |
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Thanksgiving was good
Christmas im going home
New Years we're going to party
2006, start new
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[02 Nov 2005|06:30pm] |
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Got this off of marissas so im doing it. bored as hell. where is shiznit?!
10 Random Things About Me
♥ i mess with my hair a lot
♥ i go to shows
♥ i miss my friends
♥ i live with one of my best friends
♥ upstate sucks ass
♥ i miss my mom yo
♥ i did not meet any hot girls here yet
♥ im told i have the cutest smile they've ever seen
♥ not just girls tell me that, BOYS too
♥ yes i wear tight jeans. SUCK ME
9 Ways to win my heart
♥ all
♥ you
♥ have
♥ to
♥ do
♥ is
♥ love
♥ me
♥ and mean it
8 Things I want to do before I die
♥ play another show
♥ another road trip in another country
♥ get married
♥ have a kid
♥ save someones life
♥ have sex ALL DAY, NO STOP
♥ not pay for gas anymore
♥ meet everyone
7 Things I believe in
♥ love
♥ life
♥ god
♥ signs
♥ ghosts
♥ rabgits
♥ myths
6 Things that get me mad/annoyed/paranoid
♥ cheaters!
♥ po po
♥ skanky girls
♥ camel toes
♥ no money
♥ no friends and no parties
5 Things im afraid of
♥ spiders. YES ITS TRUE
♥ unloved
♥ sex with a liger
♥ niggas
♥ pissing myself in public
4 of my favorite things in my room
♥ clothes
♥ pictures
♥ bed
♥ lighter
3 things i do everyday
♥ eat
♥ sleep
♥ smoke
2 things i need right now
♥ friends
♥ money
1 person whom you're thinking of
♥ marissa
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[22 Oct 2005|01:21pm] |
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sooo kicking it over at allieys with like everyone for the weekend we all came down for marissas 16th! happy birthday and i love her! wooot
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[29 Sep 2005|05:34pm] |
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wow its super fucing cold right now. i hate winter blah blah blah. i wish it was stillsummer but i wish it wasnt summer of 05 why? bc mad drama happened pluys moving up here to this pussy ass place. still with no job and shiz is the bread winner. i feel like im missing out on so many things back home. i miss my mom she said my dad is being an asshole to her again. LAME. yeah well i got to go smoke now and hw BOOOOO
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alliey and edster coming up today with alex n felix! motherfucker partay!
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[09 Aug 2005|02:54pm] |
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i must dsay this is the best week so far since me and shiz moved up here. well mostly bc alliey and everyone came up and partied with us a whole week.. and some left and alliey, eddie, alex, and a few more that i cant remember are still here for maybe a week or two. party all the time. robbie wasnt here and niether is marissa <3but i hope to see thme both soon. esp. her. now its time for more parting!
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[30 Jul 2005|10:06am] |
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so really im questioning now why the fuck did we move here? i kno 'why the fuck are u doing this now?' bc it compleltely sucks. me and shiz have stayed in more nights than usual AND came home early. we already made 6 home videos of stupid shit. NO We"RE NOT GAY. and sent them back home for everyone to see. the last one we sent was us asking for help. god damnit w suck. my mom was like why dont we just come back home and we said no bc we jsut moved here so itd be awaste. the ppl here SUCK. n shiz just got a job at the dress barn or whatever. LMAO its all old women working there and shopping there. he needs to be the papa and put food on the table. while he does that i waste all my money bowling and its boring as HELL. Sara and Craig are planning on coming up in auigust to save us and hangout fora week or two. PLEASE. save us. i miss all my friends :[ i miss her
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[16 Jul 2005|12:27pm] |
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so i basically kissed n made up with her. well scratch the part wehere we kissed although i did try to. i dont kno why i did it to her like i still feel like a jackass for acting tht way with her that nite. now that im leaving in six days i feel like im going to miss her more than ever. but this is what i gotta do. i love you!!
cant believe its coming up so fucking fast. shiz is wonderiing of we should tkae robbie but idk if its such a good idea so its really up to hiim i dont care. but fuck ill miss him to death. me, robbie, and shiz thats how WE do. the partys on wednesday cant wait. everyone better be there fuckers!
beat down.
i stink so im going to shower.
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[18 Jun 2005|12:01pm] |
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summers pretty good for me. i know a few ppl whos summer hadsnt even started yet! crazy fools! ha i dont know why but i love roobie! we bought a tyurkey at king kullen in vs like the 2 nights ago and a lot of skanks around there.. CHUBACA!! for u marissa ♥ and then we stoped by hers and then we drove around showing off our tuyrkey and then went back to robbies. definitly stared at it beleiving we could bake it.. us being baked too ha. then TURKEY SOCCER ROCKED AT 2 in the monring! what! yeah. cops came and wondered wtf we were doing. oh well. gonna go with shiz today to go see laura and go to the beach in long beach. anyone up for it?
BEAT DOWN
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[12 Jun 2005|12:42pm] |
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look what i did to my hair! its too hot for my rag head. yesterday was crazy yet awesome at the same time. six flags. really sad.. it really was. so me and shiz are moving out on july 22nd. SO FUCKING SAD RIGHT?! idk.. i donte ven know why i am going for the moist part... :[ therss no one there. oh well we'll see. motherfuck. i gotta go do luandry,. peace
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[05 Jun 2005|03:43pm] |
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wanted to go to the beach today with her and shzi and like ev eryone but she turned down the beach idea for today and so we all jsut crashed in her pool. anyway!!!!! im updating because im gonna sneeze... and i jsut sneezed right when iwrote that. hahaha. moving soon!
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yeaah i realize my lj was set to friends only and thats why lauraine could not see my awesome life entries!! anywya. moving in about a month.. SCARY RIGHT?!?! On my own!! not really Shiz is going to be with me. so yeah. I gotta pee.
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today was sooooooooooooo uneventful? shiz 'broke into my house" as he likes to say but acutally my mom let him in... why? because my mom loves him for some reason? anyway,we're off to long beach. we go over to lauras house where her and two more of her vagina friends were at. those 2 girls were so annoling but whatever i slept through most of our conversations. luara and shiz were pretty much talking. laura got mad at me for saying 'wat up niggas?" wtf? ueah ok. i dont like u. anyway... had brian pick me up bc i didnt wanna be there anymore. we got starvucks because we are whores and COOL! (profile explians) came back home bc brian went to work. did absoulutely nothing buy showered and fell asleep. went to her house to see her and everyday i am reminded of why i like her so much.. arghhhhhhhhhhh. anyway then we wastched the flshing lights of fire trucks and police cars across her house. there was absloultely no fire there. maybe someone got shot. WHERE THE GAME AT?! ITS GORILLA UNIT WAR!! haha good times with the best girl <33333 and so the flashing lights were still there as i left.. now i am here.. real early. robby is in long bheach still.. i dont wanna go there again. alex is coming over.. sleeping over bc his gf is a dick.
shes too hXc forr me.. jsut what i need <33333333
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been going to long beach with robbie lately. taking care of business if u know what i mena ;] anyway i feel extremely bad that i didnt pick her up that day when i was supposed to. i guess i got really jealous that oliver was talking to her or atleat calling her up at night. i mean really. this girl is so fucking amanzing and awesome i dont undertsand why she is not with anyone. anyone that has gotten her heart must of been special and if they so happeened to break her heart.. heres a message to u.. YOU'RE SO FUCKED UP. YOU LET PROBABLY THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPEN TO YOU GO. YOU ARE SO STUPID. YOU WILL REGRET IT. yeah pretty much. i think ive liked this girl for mnore than a year now.. or so it feels like that i have no idea.
since today was st pattys day, evertyone ditched school and work, drank at robbies and just fompletely gone. i was done around 7 and im ok now,. not the greatest feeling ever but u know. i can manage. i wanna make her smile.. and this time mean it.
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